Today is… I could really use some love and snuggles. I’ll put it under a break—
My grandma has been in and out of the hospital for the last year. It’s slowly gotten worse, and this last time was really bad. She’s been in intensive care and put on a ventilator, but now the doctor called today and wants to have a meeting with us. He says, her lungs are shot, her heart is weak, and there’s nothing more they can do for her. They’re thinking it’s best if we take her off and let her go. Normally we’d fight tooth and nail if there’s hope, but even my grandma is starting to give up.
I don’t know what to do. I can’t handle another death. This has been the 5th one in a couple years. I’m normally a strong person, but I just… I’m losing everyone. Once I lose her, I have no more grandparents. My mom is sickly too and I’m scared of losing her now. I can’t handle this.